| MOHENA - SOHENA  (FROM KALGIDHAR CHAMATKAR BY BHAI SAHIB BHAI VIR SINGH JI) Punjabi  to English Translation by Bimal Inderjit Singh
 Part -1
 The  sky is over-cast and a slight drizzle has begun to fall.   A  tentative breeze shakes the bare branches of the trees.  It is the height  of winter season and very, very cold.  Now the clouds and rain have added  that extra chill to the air, making the people seek protection in the warmth of  their homes.
  In  a quiet area of the town there is a beautiful garden, imaginatively laid out  with shrubs, flowering plants and trees, and, in between, there are marble  fountains and paved pathways.  But all is still and the vegetation seems  to wait with bated breath for that first touch of spring, to burst forth in all  its colour and beauty.  In  a far-off corner there is a simple mud hut.  Its door is closed and a dim  light glows at its single window.  A tall and graceful lady walks up to  the door and knocks on it with the handle of a ‘kirpan’ which she is holding in  her hand.  It is indeed, a strange sight to see this regal figure waiting  at the door of this poor hovel.  After a while the door opens and she goes  in.  The  interior of the hut is spotlessly clean; the walls have been white-washed and  the floor is covered with handmade mats. The leaping flames of the fire burning  brightly in a corner offer a warm welcome.The  young woman, who opened the door, greets the lady respectfully and after  spreading a clean cloth on a stool offers it to her guest to sit on.  She  herself sits down on the floor near by and with loving entreaty in her voice  says, “Ammi ji, my dearest mother, how wonderful you are! In spite of the cold  and the rain you have taken the trouble to come. Why didn’t you send for me?”
       Ammi ji : “Because I had  promised that I would come.”Mohena : “Yes, but it is so  cold. You only had to send a message, and I, your humble servant, would have  been too happy to obey.”
 Ammi ji  : “You must  not call yourself a servant. You are under my care, and as you know I too, am a  seeker of the Almighty’s grace.”
 Mohena  :  “My  dear, dear mother! You are so good to me. I have some fresh goat’s milk, honey  and plain bread.  Please say you will have some.”
 Ammi ji : “My child, I  have already served Him the evening meal and eaten before coming.  Now,  you know what draws me here and for which I am waiting so eagerly.”
   Mohena bowed her head and going to a corner,  took down the ‘Sarod’ which was hanging there.  Quickly she tuned it and  played a few notes of Raag Malhar, which soon changed to Raag Sarang.    Ammi ji got up from the stool and sat down on the floor with her  eyes closed.  Mohena began to sing : Sarang Mahala – 1
 “Har bin kiyu rahiye dukh  biyapay,
 Jehwa saad na pheekee rus bin,  bin prabh kaal santapay.”
 The  sweetness of the singing and the beauty of the words cast a magic spell and  time passed swiftly.  Suddently, the distant clock-tower struck three.   Ammi ji got up at once to leave, but at Mohena’s pleading, stayed to have  a hot cup of salted tea with some almonds and walnuts.  As she reached the  door, Mohena’s eyes filled with tears, she became very pale and losing her  balance she sat down abruptly.  Ammi ji put her head in her lap and  caressed her lovingly.  But Mohena’s tears would not stop.
     Ammi ji  : “Mohena, why do  you cry?  I have taken over your burden now.  Everything will be  fine.  Persevere on the path which you are following with such faith and  devotion”, and reassuring her with these kind words Ammi ji departed.  Mohena  got up and after washing her face went to the rear of the hut where some  vegetables were growing.  Picking some spinach leaves she put them in the  pot for cooking and sat down to recite ‘Rehras Saheb’ (Gurbani recited daily  after sunset).  Shortly  afterwards the door opened and Mohena’s husband, Sohenaji came in.  He had  been away for the past few days.  After asking about her welfare, he had a  wash and they sat down to talk.Sohena :  “Did you  meet Ammi ji while I was away?”
 Mohena : “Yes, twice.   Once I had gone there and today she came and spent some time here.”
 Sohena : “We are so lucky!   And she is so generous, taking care of poor creatures like us.”
 Mohena : “She doesn’t like  us to call ourselves such names.  When I say I am your servant, she scolds  me gently with these words, ‘I have adopted you and taken you under my wing.   Why do you call yourself a servant?’  When I address  her as  ‘Ammi ji’ she looks happy, but if I try to praise her, frown lines appear on  her serene forehead.”
 Sohena : “The Lord has  been really good to the likes of us!  We can feel the joy of His love in  her hearts.  But Mohena, have you seen any signs of a change in our  situation?”
 Mohena : “Not yet.   When I asked her, Ammi ji said, ‘It is not His wish!’”
 Sohena : “Very well.   But tell me, dear, you are not feeling too unhappy, are you?”
 Mohena : ”No, not in the  way I used to – so lonely and lost.  But yes, the eager desire to have  ‘darshan’ and the pain of longing are still there.”
 Sohena : “I too feel the  same.  I didn’t want to go away at all.  If this job had not been for  Ammi ji, I would have come back from half-way.”
 Mohena : “To live in  obedience to His will, is the only way for us.  May the Lord guide us so  that we obey Him always, but the love and longing must not lessen.  Let us  bear the pain of this as happily and for as long as we can and leave the rest  in the Lord’s hands.”
 Sohena : “Yes, we must do  what the Master says.  He must remain dear to us; our love for Him ever  increasing. Then…. may be…. one day …..”
 Mohena  : “Yes, my  dear one, ‘darshan’ is a gift, a boon! Our actions have been lifeless because  we are spiritually dead; like the efforts of a cripple to reach the mountain –  top!  Only the Lord’s grace can make him reach there.  Like a beggar,  we can stretch our hands in supplication, for that is the limit of a beggar’s  action.  We must not be impatient, nor must we become arrogantly  demanding.  We must believe that the Lord will hear our prayers one day,  and so must remain ever hopeful.
  “We  have already seen the result of our rigid and egoistic rituals. Now we must  follow Ammi ji’s advice, and be thankful for the blessing of her care and  interest.  In spite of the cold and rain she kept her promise and came all  the way to spend time with me, a person who is not worth the dust under her  feet!”Sohena  ji was listening with his eyes closed.  Now and then a tear rolled down  his cheek. In a while Mohena too became quiet and both sat in deep  contemplation. Time passed, the fire died down, the light in the earthen lamp  began to flicker and the pot on the stove kept bubbling.
  Just  then there was a knock on the door.  Mohena opened her eyes, which  reflected the peace and happiness she had been experiencing.  A servant  stood outside the door and politely said, “Bibi ji, Ammi ji has sent a message  that the flowers she had ordered for the morning have not arrived.  She  wants you to pick some fresh flowers, so that she can greet Mahraj ji in the  morning with a fresh garland as is her routine.”  A  thrill of happiness coursed through their hearts.  Quickly they went to  the small plot where, by using great care and artifice they had managed to grow  fresh flowers. The plants were covered with a thatch to protect them from the  icy winds, and small vessels with burning wood had been kept at intervals in  the flower-beds, to create the necessary warmth.  Lifting the thatch from  one side they began to pluck the golden - coloured ‘Genda’(Marigolds) and as  they filled a small basket with the fresh blossoms, their hearts sent a prayer  of thankfulness to Ammi ji for giving them such a beautiful task to perform.  They  handed the basket of flowers to the messenger with longing and envy in their  hearts.  For, soon, these very same flowers would feel the blessed touch  of Guru ji, while they waited, out of sight, denied the joy of His darshan.----------------------------------
 Who  are Mohena and Sohena ji?  Why are they living in such poverty?  Why  do they feel so much love and longing in their hearts?  And who is Ammi  ji, who showers so much affection on them?
 The  young couple belong to a wealthy and cultured family of Raipur.  Mohena is a trained classical  singer and plays the Sarod while her husband, Sohena ji is a poet, and also an  expert veena player.  They had been married for some time and lived happy  and carefree lives.  In due course their hearts had turned to  spiritualism. They had met a Bairagi ‘Sadhu’ who had taught them the  intricacies of idol worship and the art of meditation.
  In  spite of a house full of servants, they had made it a daily ritual to wake up  early and after a bath, to go to the nearby well and bring fresh, clean water  for bathing the idols with.  While chanting ‘mantras’, they would make  fresh garlands and perform ‘Puja”. Then they would play the ‘Sarod’ and the  ‘Veena’ and sing ‘Bhajans’ with great fervour for long stretches of time.  One  morning when they were returning with the water from the well, a young man ran  up to them.  His clothes were torn, his turban was loosened and he was bleeding  profusely from a deep wound in his side.  He fell down near them and  gasped “Water, water!”Seeing  his condition, they paused for a moment, but then the thought that the clean  water was for their gods and it would become impure if anyone drank from it,  made them turn away.  The young man kept crying out for water, but, rigid  in their belief they walked away.
  With  his last breath the wounded man called out, “What kind of devotion is this that  forsakes a needy person!  He will not give you ‘darshan’!”Unheeding,  they went off home, and began their daily ritual of prayers. But, today they  found no peace in the mantras, no joy in singing the Lords praises.  A  great unease filled their hearts.  Finally, they decided to go back and  give the wounded man some water, in case he put a curse on them. But when they  reached the well, the young man was dead and they could only look at his body  with horror and dismay.  They had come back to ease their restlessness,  but now it increased manifolds.
  Just  then a group of people ran up and seeing the young man’s body, said, “Yes, he  is the one.”When  they enquired about the man, they were told that he was a brave and devoted  follower of the Guru of Anandpur Sahib.  He lived in the jungles as a  hermit but along with his rosary for his daily prayers, he used to carry a  sword.  Today, when he heard that a group of travellers was being attacked  by some robbers, he rushed there and fought so valiantly that the robbers ran  away without harming the group, but he, himself was grievously wounded.   He had rushed off in search of water. They had looked all-over for him  and had managed to find him only now and in this condition.
  The  couple seemed to hear the words “He will not give you his darshan,” even louder  and their eyes filled with tears.  Bitterly they regretted their action,  but it was too late!“Nanak Samiyo Rum Gaiyo  Ab Kyon Rovat  Andh”
 (says  Nanak, when the moment has passed, what use is it to cry, you blind fool!).
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 Mohena  and Sohena ji were in a strange, distracted mood after this incident. They  could not concentrate on their daily prayers and meditation, nor did they get  joy or peace from their music and singing.  If they sat down to meditate,  the words, “He will not give you darshan,” would shake them out of their  concentration. The echo of these words seemed to go everywhere with them.
  They  gave large sums of money in charity to feed the poor and needy, and tried  various other ways to expiate this wrong but to no avail. The words were etched  deeply in their conscience and would not let them rest.One  day, they heard that the Guru of Anandpur was coming to Raipur. From the stories told by people who  knew and revered Him, they had begun to believe that He was a true saviour.  They had also heard in detail about the young man who had fought off the  robbers so daringly, and who was a true Sikh of the same Guru.
  Slowly,  a desire to have ‘darshan’ of Guru ji grew in their hearts.  When they  learnt that He had come to Raipur  and blessed the Rani and her family, they too decided to go, but despite many  attempts, they were unable to see Him.  Finally, on the day He was to  leave Raipur,  they went to the outskirts of the town and waited on the main road by which He  was to pass. To their chagrin they found that though the followers and the  ‘sangat’ went by that route, Guru ji took a different path.  Though  deeply disappointed, they were now firmly convinced that the words ‘He will not  give you his darshan’ were eternal and Guru ji knew of the plight of His Sikh  caused by their callous act.They  continued to hear tales of Guru ji’s great compassion and love, His spiritual  strength, from the people who narrated their wonderful experiences to  them.  They decided to go to Anandpur Sahib to offer their services and to  beg forgiveness for their sin in any way they could.
  The  thought of the words:  “He will not give you His darshan,” however, made  them hesitate.  Guru ji had come to their city, blessed hundreds of  people, yet they had not been able to see Him in spite of their best efforts.What  if they were rebuffed and turned away when they reached Anandpur Sahib?
 After  much thinking they came to the conclusion that if they wished to offer selfless  service and beg forgiveness, then humility was essential and true humility  could not be achieved with the assurance of wealth and status in the  background.
 So,  they set about giving away all their worldly possessions to the poor and needy  and, with a minimum of belongings, they set off for Anandpur Sahib.
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 Part-2
 Mohena  and her husband Sohena ji reached Anandpur Sahib with only their meager  belongings. They were an educated, artistic and cultured couple and under  different circumstances they would have been honourably received in Guru ji’s  ‘darbar’.  But they knew this could not be. They had come with the burning  desire to serve Guruji with all their love and devotion, and to receive His  forgiveness.
  With  this in mind, they met the chief gardener, Kesra Singh, who looked after  Guruji’s large estate.  They loved plants and had sufficient experience  through working in their own gardens.   Kesra Singh was impressed  with their knowledge and after a few days trial he engaged them as his  assistants and allotted a small hut for them to live in.Their  artistry soon brought about a change in the gardens.  One day Guru ji was  taking a stroll and happened to see the flowerbeds which were in Mohena and  Sohena’s care.  He looked very pleased and congratulated Kesra Singh.
  Kesra  Singh respectfully bowed his head and with folded hands, said, “Maharaj ji,  this is not my work but that of the new ‘mali’ and his wife. They work  diligently and seem to have the power to coax the plants to grow and flower  better than ever. They are a very unusual couple.”  At  these words, Guru ji’s expression changed.  His eyes became somber and he  looked heavenwards. Then lowering his eyes he said softly. “He will not give  you his ‘darshan’!” and turning, He went back.Later  in the day, Kesra Singh met Sohenaji and related the whole incident adding,  “Guruji has especially asked that you must not see Him nor be seen by Him.   But you can continue to work, if you like.”
  This  incident convinced them further that Guruji was truly omniscient and knew of  the suffering they had caused to his beloved Sikh.  But they were grateful  that they had been given permission to continue working for Him.Humbly  and respectfully Sohenaji said, “We are here to serve and not to demand.   We shall be happy to obey each and every command of the Master which you  convey to us.  But we don’t know if we can kill the yearning for Guruji’s  ‘darshan’ from our hearts,” and his voice choked with emotion.
  Kesra  Singh was deeply moved by the simple sincerity and the pain behind these words.   Reassuring them to carry on with their tasks he returned to his work.And  thus, a new way of life, a new form of worship started for Mohena and Sohenaji.   A life of untold wealth and luxury was exchanged for one of simple living  and service, and adoration of a living god but without the joy of having the  beloveds ‘darshan’. Yet they were content and grateful.
  Guru  Gobind Singh ji’s wife, Mata Jito ji was a pious and devoted lady. She used to  wake up in the early hours of the morning to say her prayers and to meditate.   When Guru ji used to leave for the ‘darbar’ where Sikhs from far and wide  congregated, she would touch His feet and place a garland of fresh flowers  around His neck. It was Kesra Singh’s duty to bring these flowers every  morning.  One  day, Mata ji stopped Kesra Singh and said, “The flowers you brought yesterday  were beautiful.  Sri Kalgidhar ji was very pleased.”Kesra Singh   : “Ammi  ji, those flowers were not grown by me, but by a poor couple who have started  working here recently.  Sadly they are not allowed to have Guru ji’s  ‘darshan’.”
 Ammi ji  : “Why”?
 Kesra Singh   : “It is  Guru ji’s wish.”
 Ammi ji  : “Then why do you  bring me flowers grown by them?”
     Kesra Singh   : “Ammi  ji, Guru ji has given them permission to work, but not to come into His  presence.”Ammi  ji thought for a moment and said, “Guru ji must be deeply fond of them.   Some wrong is being set right.”  That evening when Guru ji returned,  Mata Jito ji asked Him about Mohena and Sohena.
 Guru  ji said, “A young and devoted Sikh spoke these words for them in great  distress:  ‘He will not give you His darshan.’
  “If  a Guru punishes, His Sikhs can plead and obtain forgiveness for the wrong  –doer, but when a Sikh makes such a pronouncement, the Guru cannot overturn  it  - this is an eternal truth.  Mohena, Sohena are dear to me but I  am bound by the dying words of my Sikh. Had he been alive, he could have taken  his words back.Now,  they must work out their salvation.  When they are spiritually awake and  have got rid of the fear of death they will be free of these fateful words.”
      Ammi ji  : “Will it be all  right if I meet them and try to help them?”Guru ji   : “That would be  a great kindness indeed, and it will make me happy.
 Our  Father has said :
 Jan Nanak Dhoorh Mangaiy Tis Gursikh Ki
 Jo Aap Japaiy  Awreh Nam Japawaiy
 (says  Guru Nanak ji - He wants to touch the dust of the feet of that Sikh who, not  only  recites the Lords name himself, but also encourages others to do the  same).
 “To  enlighten someone and fill his dead spirit with new life, is dear to the heart  of Waheguru ji.  A person becomes alive only when his inner being comes  alive to Waheguru ji’s presence :
 So Jeevaih Jis Man Vasiya Soy
 Nanak Avar Na Jivas Koy
 (Only  he has lived in whose heart lives the Lord, says Guru Nanak ji, the others have  not truly lived).
 Hor  Mirtak Hai Sansar     (The rest of the world is like the  dead).
 “Those  who are in tune with the Lord, are like the lower strings of the sitar, which  vibrate when the larger ones are played upon. Their spirits have become one  with the Creator.  Hence their every word and action resonates to His  will. That is why the Sikh’s words are eternal.”Ammi ji  : “Maharaj ji, it is your nature to be loving and to forgive the  faults of us humans.  You have given us the gift of spiritual life.   I do not ask you to break your vow, but if it pleases you, guide me so I  can help this couple to regain your grace.”
       Guru ji  : “Jit ji,  may Waheguru ji grant you the strength to relieve their suffering.”Mata  Jito ji began to call Mohena to the house and sometimes, when she went for a  stroll in the garden, she would stop by her hut and spend some time with her.   She became very fond of Mohena.  With her gentle words and kindly  presence, Mata ji brought about a marked change in her personality.
  Slowly,  Mohena and her husband began to experience the joy and peace which comes from  single-minded devotion.  “Waheguru! Waheguru!” was constantly on their  lips and in their hearts. They stopped thinking of themselves as cursed beings,  burning with self-recrimination.  They began to feel the surge of a new  life, a new and deeper contentment than they had ever known before.  The  desire for Guru ji’s ‘darshan’ was keener than ever.  However there was no  accompanying feeling of depression, but a slow spreading of hope, of conviction  almost, that all would be well.  Their tears were now caused by “Shukrana”  (thankfulness) and their beings were steeped in gratitude for Ammi ji’s blessed  presence.Time  passed and gradually Mohena and Sohena began to understand that there is only  one Creator whose creation stretches along both banks of the river of Death.   It is according to His will that a person stays on this side or that.   Death is not painful, neither is it final destruction nor eternal  parting. They realized that for people who are immersed in ‘SIMRAN’, there is  no separation – not from their Creator, nor from His creation.  They began  to lose the fear of Death and to appreciate the beauty and joy of Waheguru ji’s  gift of life.
  Their  spirits were up-lifted and as a result, they saw only the splendor of Waheguru  ji’s creation, and thought of Him as a loving Father, (PITA), Mother (MATA),  Friend (BANDHAP), Brother (BHRATA); a Protector and Saviour(RAKHA), whose  presence destroyed doubt and fearfulness.---------------------------
 One  day, a wandering ‘fakir’ (sadhu) came into the garden and after walking about,  stopped at Mohena’s door, and called out: “Malan, Aulakh! A ‘fakir’ has come to  your door.  Make some offering!”
 Mohena  quickly went in and brought some millet flour from the bin, and offered it to  the fakir.  He gave her a disdainful look and began to sing, and as he  sang, he shook the rod he carried in his hand.  He chanted that he was a  special minion of the Lord and could work miracles, but if he was displeased he  could be as vengeful as the black cobra.  She should not try and get rid  of him with excuses but give him what he asked for.  In return he would  shower them with his blessings.  He did not want money – he was not a  beggar - he was Roda Jalali !
 Mohena  watched his antics nervously, as he rolled his red-rimmed eyes and his bald  pate shone in the sun’s rays.  When he stopped, she folded her hands and  said, “Swamy, be merciful in what you ask.  We are not the owners, but  poor servants.  Whatever is ours is yours.”
  Roda   : “O Malan, what is this that you are keeping hidden under this glass casing?   Ah, ha! Such beautiful flowers and in this season!  I like  them.  I like them all and I shall have them.”Mohena  was dumb-struck.  A tremor shook her body, and she slumped to the ground  in a dead faint.
 The  Roda waited awhile but when the Malan did not move, he left the garden singing  and dancing the way he had come.
  A  short while later Sohenaji came home and was shocked to see Mohena lying on the  ground.  He sprinkled some water on her face and when she revived, he  asked, “Dear, what happened?”Mohena  told the whole story in a strained voice, “These flowers, which are being grown  especially on Ammi ji’s instructions for Sri Guru ji’s Gurpurab…, a ‘fakir’  came… he …he frightened me with his singing and dancing. He would not take the  flour I offered.  He gave one look at the flowers and said he wanted them,  otherwise he would curse us. I didn’t know what to do. Once earlier we had  refused someone’s request…. and now when this holy man asked for the flowers I  was afraid to say no, but… but how could I give them to him? They belong to  Ammi ji. The fear that what we were doing for her was going to be destroyed  ---I couldn’t bear it!  I thought that I had died but now I see that I am  still alive and this problem is still in front of us.”
  Sohenaji  was extremely worried at this turn of events.  He had put his knowledge of  horticulture to good use and created a glass house in one corner of the garden,  so that the ‘Motia’ (Jasmine flower) and other unseasonal flowers could grow in  a warm and protected environment.  As a result, all the bushes were laden  with buds.Now,  this situation had arisen and they could not see a way out of their dilemma.   Mohena could sense that this Roda Jalali was a different type of person,  but he was God’s man and it would be unforgivable to refuse him. The whole  night was spent in discussion.  With the first light of dawn, the Roda  re-appeared, dancing and singing the same song.
  Sohenaji  addressed him politely but firmly, “O Holy one, this garden and everything in  it belong to the Master.  We are only the servants and have no right to  give away anything without His permission.  Please meet the head ‘mali’  Kesra Singh and ask him for whatever you want.  But please forgive us, for  our duty is only to grow these plants, not to pluck them.”  Roda  Jalali began to jump indignantly and to shout threats that he would take the  flowers anyway and present them to Guruji himself.Sohenaji   : “Fakir ji, I beg you, take anything you like from my home – it is all yours.   But the Master’s properly is His, and only He can decide what to do with  it.”
 Roda  Jalaji was furious by this time.  Scowling darkly, he flung a curse at  them, “May you be destroyed and nothing of yours survive!”  And he walked  off in a huff.
 Sohena  and Mohena looked relieved, “He has blessed us!  We don’t want anything of  ours to survive,” they thought.  With light hearts they sat down to sing  ‘Kirtan’. The incident had wasted a lot of time and created a break with  ‘Simran’.  But as they went about their daily chores, their spirits  revived and they began to feel more at peace.
 Early  next morning after completing their prayers, they came out of their room and  were horrified at the sight which met their eyes.  The specially erected  glass-house lay shattered, and not a single flower remained on the stems. The  marigold plants had been viciously torn and a few flowers and leaves now hung,  forlorn and limp.
 Mohena  and Sohena stood as if turned to stone.  Like sharp needles the thought  pierced their hearts – “What will we tell Ammi ji?  We could not do even  this one small service for her, when she has given us so much love and support!   Cursed sleep!  Why didn’t we stay awake and keep watch?”
 They  could not bear the over-whelming feelings of shame and regret.  In that  moment they felt as if their hearts had broken and they fell to the ground; two  lifeless figures lying among the ruined plants.
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 Guru  ji was sitting in the ‘darbar’.  From far and near people had come –  intellectuals, poets, writers and “Sadhus” of various faiths.  Everyone  enjoyed the soothing ‘Kirtan’, and at its completion, they moved forward to  greet Guru ji and offer Him gifts.
 One  ‘fakir’ came and placed a basket full of beautiful fresh flowers near Guru ji’s  feet.  Usually this man came bare-headed but today he wore a tall hat.
 Guru  ji looked at him and asked, “O holy one, who are you?”
 Fakir   : “I am Roda Jalali, Sache Patshah!”
 Guru  ji : “Jalali?  If you are truly Jalali (powerful) then why haven’t you  brought a more substantial gift?”
 Fakir  : “As a broken pot cannot hold water, so a beggar cannot hold wealth, and  without wealth one’s hands are always empty.”Guru  ji : “Then you should have come with empty hands for they are becoming to a  ‘fakir’”.
 Fakir  : “True, but it is also against tradition to go empty-handed to meet a ‘Maha  Purakh’.” (a great man)
 Guru  ji  : “What meaning has tradition for a person who has nothing?”
 Fakir   : “Call it the whim of a ‘fakir’.”
 Guru  ji  : “Whim or style?”
 Guru  ji signalled to a Sikh sitting near Roda Jalali.  The man reached up and  knocked off the hat from Roda’s head.  Along with the hat a handful of  gold and silver coins fell tinkling to the ground.  Everyone began to  laugh and the Roda’s face became ashen.
 Guru  ji  : “Roda Jalali!  Are you Roda with the ‘Jalal’ of divinity or of  wealth? And why did you remove these beautiful flowers from their stems?”
 The  Roda was speechless.
 Guru  ji : “These flowers were nurtured with such love and devotion!  With whose  permission did you pluck them?”
 Roda  bowed his head and remained quiet.
 Guru  ji : “Ah! These blooms do not emit fragrance, but an oppressive air of fear and  sadness; their very beauty marred by pain!  Whose is this fear and whose  is the pain?”
 Guru  ji closed His eyes.  After a while two tears rolled down His cheeks.   Frowning slightly, He looked towards Roda.
 Guru  ji  : “O Rodiya! It is not flowers which you have destroyed but two hearts  which you have broken; two spirits you have devastated!”
 And  Guru ji got up and began to walk quickly.  His steps moved faster and  faster and soon He was running, saying, “My children! My beloved children! I am  coming.”
  The  ‘Sangat’ was astonished and intrigued and began to follow Guru ji.  One of  the Sikhs, realizing instinctively that the basket of flowers had something to  do with the incident, picked it up and hastened after them.Meanwhile,  Guru ji had rushed through the garden and reached the farthest corner.  He  came to the flower-beds which had been so lovingly nurtured and now, so  ruthlessly torn apart!   Mata Jito ji too had arrived and was shocked  at the scene which confronted her eyes.  But before she could help the two  people lying there, Guru ji sat down on the damp ground and with great  tenderness placed the heads of the couple in His lap.  He caressed their  foreheads, murmuring gently, “Awake, my children, awake!”   But their  eyes did not open.
  What  strange twist of Nature was this?  These two, who had been banished from  the Lord’s presence by the words of a dying man, and for whom it had become  their sole wish in life to receive forgiveness and the Lord’s ‘darshan’, are  lying here, unseeing, while the Lord’s chosen one is beseeching them to open  their eyes.Mata  ji began to massage Mohena’s hands, urging her to wake up. The congregation of  people stood all around, looking on in wonderment as another facet of Guru ji’s  personality was revealed.
  Kesra  Singh now stepped forward and offered a mug of water to Guru ji, who sprinkled  some of it on Mohena and Sohena’s faces and let a few drops trickle into their  mouths.  Within minutes Mohena and Sohena’s eyes flickered open, and as  understanding dawned, their faces became radiant with happiness. They tried to  get up so as to prostrate themselves at Guru ji’s feet, but the effort was too  much, and their eyes closed again.  Then Mata ji said, “Children, be  strong and open your eyes.”  Guru  ji’s loving caresses on their back and His smiling face, caused a magical  vitality to flow through their limbs, and they sat up, looking at Guru ji with  adoring eyes.  Gradually Sohena and Mohena became aware of their  surroundings, and that Guru ji was sitting on the muddy ground.  They  could not bear this and with moist eyes and folded hands Sohena spoke in a  choked voice, “Please forgive us.  We are sinners and do not deserve….”Guru  ji smiled understandingly.  He got up and with Mata ji by His side, went  inside the hut, while the rest of the ‘Sangat’ sat down on the ground outside.
  Sohena  and Mohena quickly offered seats to Guru ji and Mata ji but could not think  what else to offer them.  Nothing had prepared them for this joyous moment  and they were still in a daze.  Mata ji could understand their confusion.   She smiled at Mohena and nodded towards the ‘Saroda’.  At once  Mohena brought it down and after running her fingers over the strings, began to  sing a ‘Shabad’:“Jo  Teri Sarnai Har Jiyo Tin Tu Rakhan Joag,
 Tudh  Jevad Main Awar Na Soojhay
 Na Ko  Howa Na Hoag”
 ( Prabhati Mahala-1)
 
  It was a moment of pure joy for Mohena and  Sohena. Their faces radiated contentment and peace.  After a while Guru ji  got up and blessing them once again He left.  Mata ji gave the basket of  flowers to them, telling them gently, to present it to Guru ji themselves on  the following day.-----------------------------
 ‘Gurpurab’ day dawned, and a joyous air  filled the town of Anandpur  Sahib. Throngs of people came to the ‘darbar’ to have Guru ji’s ‘darshan’ and  to offer their gifts.
 Mohena and Sohena made exquisite garlands  from the flowers and with light hearts and soaring spirits, they approached  Guru ji and placed their offerings at His feet.
 Guru ji smiled and made them sit near Him.   He told the congregation about their sacrifice and devotion. Then turning  towards them, He said, “Tell me if you have any special wish.”
 Sohenaji said humbly, “Patshah, all our  wishes have been fulfilled. But we have one request if it pleases you.”
 Guru ji nodded and Sohena continued,”  Patshah, Roda Jalali has been locked up. We are all full of weaknesses and  faults, and need your guidance to show us the right path.  Please forgive  Roda and bless him also.”
 At these words, Guru ji cast a loving glance  at them and sent for Roda to be brought before Him.  “You are a fakir, so  your wrong actions are forgiven,” He said, “But you must be strong and truly  ‘Jalali’.  May Waheguruji’s blessings be with you and may you never forget  His name.”   Roda fell at Guru ji’s feet, and, with Guru ji’s hand on  his head, he got up a changed man.
   When the congregation learnt how Sohena and  Mohena had given up a life of wealth and comfort, and worked as menials under  Kesra Singh, to atone for their wrong action, their affection for the couple new  no bounds.  Sohena and Mohena, hearts overflowing with gratitude and love  for Guru ji, continued to live in Anandpur Saheb in a simple and frugal manner,  serving Him and the ‘sangat’.   |